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ello ppl...
abt e tagged thingy...
e skool juz block tagged mail...
so i cant open tagged stuff thru hotmail...

anw...
been thinking abt sumtin lately...
sympathising abt a friend...
dono if tt person regards me as tt person's fren lar...
tt person lost something tt person rly love...
and tt person hv not been positive abt it...
nt accepting the loss...
not willing to move on n stuff...
ive never lost sumtin tt i REALLY love...
bt i know tt if i truly love sumtin...
i will spend more time with it...
if i truly love sumtin...
i will be happy tt that thing has moved on...
and its time for me to move on too...

sometyms...
there are two types of sorrow...
as far as i can see lar...
e ferst is those who are truly sad...
keeping things to themselves...
keeping quiet and at least smiling...
these people are the ones i respect...
when something bad happens...
AT LEAST think positive...
smile always...

the 2nd type is those which a tragedy juz occured to them...
they feel sad...
they tell people they are sad...
they show people they are sad...
they write on their blog, personal message and nickname tt they r sad...
and from here...
i get e feeling tt they are seeking for attention...
keep telling people u are stressed...
throughout the whole time u know tt person...
u say tt u are stressed n r not bothered to talk...
throughout the whole 2 yrs plus u r unhappy n stressed...

if u dun allow any positive thinking into urself...
how can things come out good?
negative thinking leads to negative outcome...
and negative outcome leads to negative thinking...
its a whole vicious cycle...
u hv to learn how to get out of it...
theres no such thing as "if u cant fight it, then join it"
or "ape bole buat, all these things always happen to me"
God gives u a choice, choose the right one...
dun let ur negative thoughts choose for u...
dun submit urself to unhappiness...

i feel sad for this one person who seemed to have submitted tt person's self to unhappiness...
even tt person's sibling dont know what to do to tt person...
haizz...
if u are reading this, dun straight away come to me and demand for answers...
look into urself first...
think carefully...
are u in this fight against negativity?
which side are u on?

kk...
lets change topic...
talking abt sides...
abt wat happened to me a few times...
all u people out there...
dun try to throw ur authority at me...
dun try to control me...
u can never control sumtin u cant have...
u can never hv me submit to u...
u can never hv me bow down to u...
u either cooperate with me...
or bow down to me...

u are either on my side...
or u are on the wrong side...

ur choice...

kk...

~tc ppl!!!